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Dear Ethan

You are the light of my life
You fill my heart with more joy…than I could have imagined
Your smile can move mountains
And Daddy and I will do just about anything to see it

Again
And
Again

Every night before I got to bed, I come in to check on you
I lean in
To hear your soft breaths
To smell your sweet head
To marvel at the amazing gift you are

Many nights my eyes are filled with tears
I’m overwhelmed with how deeply I love you
And how humbled I am
That I get
To be your Mommy

I will never be able to comprehend
How all the many pieces had to fall perfectly into place
To bring you to us

I will never be able to thank God enough

You are the light of my life
My heart, my hope, my joy
My son

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Unknown said…
Great poem , may god bless him :"D
10:06 PM
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